Brenda - You sure have the right to have something to ease the anxiety. Tell your GP exactly what your experience with that hospital has been and go into detail, yell, scream or cry a lot if that helps get your point across! I don't know about doubling on anything without checking with the doctor to see what the effects are. If you ask her about this maybe she will realize what you are going thru and give you something. I'll be thinking about you and sending positive vibes your way.
Anne-Marie CG to son, Paul (age 33, non-smoker) SCC Stage 2, Surgery 9/21/06, 1/6 tongue Rt.side removed, +48 lymph nodes neck. IMRTx28 completed 12/19/06. CT scan 7/8/10 Cancer-free! ("spot" on lung from scar tissue related to Pneumonia.)