post script--my last rad treatment was seven weeks ago. This means it has been longer SINCE rad than the time it took to go through rad.

I'm just feeling like somehow I'm never going to get well, never going to be able to eat again, will always have mouth pain, etc. At least when I let myself go there. I am trying to distract myself with videos and friends visiting but when my health gets in the way of even enjoying that it makes it hard.


SCC(T2N0M0) part.glossectomy & neck dissect 2/9/05 & 2/25/05.33 IMRT(66 Gy),2 Cisplatin ended 06/03/05.Stage I breast cancer treated 2/05-11/05.Surgery to remove esophageal stricture 07/06, still having dilatations to keep esophagus open.Dysphagia. "When you're going through hell, keep going"