Well I thank everyone for their input. I guess I just had to get mad. I felt so bad for always telling the doctors that I wanted more, when they were always telling me to be patient. Well no more, I am pleased to tell you that my speech & swallow theraphy starts thrusday. YEAH!!!! I just needed to get mad I guess. Thank you guys and gals for giving me that extra push I needed. Perhaps now I can get on with my life instead of sitting here watching everything and everyone pass right by me.....Love to all, Vicki Lynn