Liz, Do not feel guilty. Rob has chosen his life style. You cannot control him or his choices. You have to take care of yourself. Maybe, just maybe, he will hit bottom and realize he has to take care of himself to live or he may not. You have NOT let any of us down. You have given to us. Please continue to post and be a part of our group. You have knowledge to share. Linda


Husband diagnosed 2/9/05 SCC Larynx (piriform sinus)Stage IV,T4,N1,MO
cisplatin/5FU 3/21-3/25 & 4/11-4/15, began 39 rad 4/21/05 last rad 6/17/05, mrnd 10/7/05