Mike
Thank you I guess I have been holding this kind of thing in for so long that now I find out that there was 900 peices missing out of a 1000piece puzzle (chuckle I like the metaphor). It is really hard to see the right place for a feeling/piece when all you see is the same color on every peice. But thank's to this site and the people on it I am starting to figure my black,white, and grey areas out. I am really happy to here that you can take something out of my experince as well. It make's me feel less like I am drolling on and more like I am sharing something with friend's, so Thank You very much. In a way there are too many peices that we don't understand alone so we all need somebody to show us the corner's every now and again. I will try to keep talking about things and not let them get so muddeled anymore.
as always thank's for the awesome reply.
sincerly,
A Very Gratful Dragon