It's more scary to be afraid of the future because it's just that it's in front of you. You see it coming and sometimes that's all you can do is watch it in front of you. You know that it's going to rain and your bound to get wet but your still going to try to use the umbrella, Right? No matter how much we try to buffer are bodys from the rain we will still get wet, and it is just the same for our minds, we cant stop the mental downpour sometimes, no matter what we do. I guess I feel like I'm walking a rotting bridge in the rain. Thanks for letting me babble.
As always thank you for listing and posting your thoughts they always help. Best of wishes to all of you.