Can anyone tell me about post treatment mental health. I think I'm losing mine. Throat now mended, head now damaged!! I am 2 years out of tx and still fighting with occasional bouts of anger/fear about cancer. Will it come back? WHEN will it come back? Can I beat it again? (We probably all have to cope with those.)

And, what about making plans and looking into the future. I realized that I have not been doing this since my dx. My mood is generally pretty good, I'm feeling stronger every day, I'm back to work. Why am I, in small and subtle ways, acting like I have no future?? Did I give up along the way? Am I alone in this? Tom Jackson


SCC BOT, mets to neck, T4.
From 3/03: 10wks daily multi-drug chemo,
Then daily chemo with twice daily IMRT for 12 weeks - week on, week off. No surgery. New lung primary 12/07. Searching out tx options.