thanks Brenda, im in Scotland,
as i said been biopsied twice before and all clear , so hopefully same this time again and im getting in a state for no reason. 3 people at dentists seemed happy enough but i dont think i will be happy till its checked at maxillo again, though im terrified to have to go through all this again, especially for my parents and 8 year old daughters sake, the suspense is making me physically sick, and as i said its good to have somewhere to post and have people listen but honestly, reading the stories up here makes me cry, im a physically fit 31 year old male, but im not ashamed to say how saddened and emotional i get by reading some of yous peoples fights, yous are so so brave.
i wish each and every one of yous the best

thanks

Derek