CHILL!! WOW! Yes, I am a newcomer. Also know how lucky I am and that things could be oh so much worse. Not naive to that at all! When I say mega handicap, it was a comparison to what use to be is all, not to what could be. Take a break, and a breath of fresh air partner! Rule #1...things could always be worse. Just venting and was hoping for some insight old timer, not to be berated, I know things could definitely be worse. Know all about using a water bottle, Even when I drive my boat at great speed, the water bottle and tube is there for me as well! This definitely is a learn as you go along process. The juicier, the better, on the food issue, for sure. More liquid, more sauce, more butter, whatever it takes!