Michelle,
My heart goes out to you. Your feelings are understandable and part of your grieving process. Please understand that by playing "what if" you're only torturing yourself and I'm sure that Marcy would not want you to do that. Please remember to take care of yourself as I am sure this is something that Marcy would want you to do.
-Brett
Base of Tongue SCC. Stage IV, T1N2bM0. Diagnosed 25 July 2003.
Treated with 6 weeks induction chemo -- Taxol & Carboplatin once a week followed with 30 fractions IMRT, 10 fields per fraction over 6 more weeks. Recurrence October 2005.
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