Dear Michelle,

I can't begin to even imagine the pain you must be going through. Time seems to help, but then time seems to go so slowly when you're down.

I know you want a "do over", but that might not have helped either and you'll really drive yourself up the wall thinking about that. I don't want to see you become bitter and angry. You are too dear and kind for that.

You can't know what would have happened if you'd gone another treatment route. As you may remember, I had the radiation and chemo and it didn't help. I had no positive nodes. So you just can't know what would have happened.

Rely on God's strength to get you through. It's okay if you're mad at Him. Tell Him so. Remember Marcy is in a much better place now.

Remember we are always here for you.

Lynn