 Patient Advocate (old timer, 2000 posts)
Joined: Dec 2003 Posts: 2,606 Likes: 2 | Michelle,
I can not put into words anything that will soothe your aching heart. I pray for you daily and I know God will comfort you if you ask Him. It is okay to feel anger and hurt right now because of the love you had for Marcy. She was so fortunate to have had you and I am sure you did all you could for her. I pray that every day your pain will be a bit more tolerable and your memories will turn to the joy you experienced in this life with Marcy.
There will be tough times for you and for all of us who have lost a loved one. Replacing the pain with the loving thoughts takes time. God bless you.
Ed
SCC Stage IV, BOT, T2N2bM0
Cisplatin/5FU x 3, 40 days radiation
Diagnosis 07/21/03 tx completed 10/08/03
Post Radiation Lower Motor Neuron Syndrome 3/08.
Cervical Spinal Stenosis 01/11
Cervical Myelitis 09/12
Thoracic Paraplegia 10/12
Dysautonomia 11/12
Hospice care 09/12-01/13.
COPD 01/14
Intermittent CHF 6/15
Feeding tube NPO 03/16
VFI 12/2016
ORN 12/2017
Cardiac Event 06/2018
Bilateral VFI 01/2021
Thoracotomy Bilobectomy 01/2022
Bilateral VFI 05/2022
Total Laryngectomy 01/2023
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