One more thing, Amy.....Do NOT apologize that your cancer is not as "bad" as someone else's. It is still quite serious, and many of the things we have to deal with are shared by the others on this board. You will do just fine, and your spirit will see you through. But don't diminish the seriousness of it, and don't feel that you don't deserve just as much attention and concern as others with different circumstances. If things turn out to be fairly simple, we will all sincerely rejoice with you!
I, too, have had these feelings, and I am truly thankful that my cancer seems to be gone. I still have lots to learn, however, and cancer will forever be a part of my life. If I remain healthy....which I expect to do!!....then perhaps I can pass along to others...like you!....some of the help I received from others before me.