I am thinking more and more that I will call the CCC at Ohio State on Monday morning and see if they will see me. The hard part will be convicing my parents that treatment is needed if that is what they say. I am going to ask a good friend to go with me to the consult, as my parents do not know right now that I am considering it. I think that would worry them too much right now. I am sure they will support me whatever I have to do - but they are my main support right now - as I live alone normally. My 2 cats certainly cannot drive me to and from treatments if needed.

I know you are not trying to scare me - I was scared before coming to this site. I think this site has helped me realize things that I didn't know previously.

I wish I knew there was a higher purpose for my life. I certainly can't see it right now. Why is it that all the mean nasty people are healthy and the nice ones are the people this happens to? I just don't understand.