My first week of chemo infusion, Taxotere, Cisplatin, and 5-FU, in 2009 turned out to be disastrous, near deadly, and put me in the hospital/hospice for 6 months, paralyzed and blinded me, and postponed my curative treatment for over a year, which wasn't planned on happening anyway, but I'm still here, and had numerous treatments thereafter, which was nothing compared to what I initally went through, and why they threw the kitchen sink at me since. Hopefully you went through your worst, and only thing after hitting the bottom it up! You can do it!