Yes, I kind of had that experiance also. I think some of it was depression, but I just felt and still do feel like I don't quite fit in society like I once did. The feeling isn't as strong anymore and I am grateful for the family and friends that have helped me through all this, but I do sometimes feel like I am standing on the sidlines looking in on everyone else living their lives. It is not as negative a feeling that it once was and I am not depressed or unhappy. My life is very full and I wouldn't change a thing, if fact I think things are better than they have ever been, I just am where I am.