well treatment lasted its 7 weeks,unfortunateley dad only lasted 4 days after it.. wasnt the cancer or his heart we dont know yet,but sure makes me wonder if he hadnt given this treatment option a try would this have still happened?or would he still be with us? he had made it through so well,lost minimal weight kept up with everything as he was told,i seen him a week before and he was up and about trying to get on with things as normal as he could,other than a very enlarged tongue and swelling to his neck area he was dad almost back to normal and was so ready to start the healing...... i feel so cheated that he didnt get enough time and i didnt have a dad for enough time,how do you go on with your own life knowing he cant ,that he hadnt eaten a proper meal or sat and had a beer for 6 or so weeks,he hadnt done anything other than daily trips to the hospital for 7 weeks,we hadnt had a good old chat because he couldnt due to the swelling,life really does know how to give us challenges and my god this is one that i just dont know if i can beat it,i just want more time,normal time to have him as my dad xx