sll,
I wish I could say it gets easier but it doesn't always. My husband is a yr + post treatment still can't eat much ensure soup oatmeal . Just had a lobe of his lung out for ca . I am having a hard time with the depression and the stubburnness on his part not to take anything to help himself.He takes it out on me and my daughter and screaming is minor on what I feel like doing.I just keep asking does it ever end?
But then keep working 40+ hrs and trying to keep things normal for my 16yo You will have bad feelings . Hopefully you'll not let them overcome you
Diane