Dear SLL
Being the caregiver is not an easy task. I often felt guilty, helpless, hurt and mad. Fortunately I found comfort at this site because so many of the caregivers posted and vented and revealed similar situations and feelings. Time will heal the coughing, choking, gagging reflex that comes with eating. As his energy returns so will his spirit. However, life with C will forever be part of your life I' m afriad. So cherish great check ups, clean scans and remission. Hopefully after a few years of those your C will be just a memory.
Wendy