Vent away...it's very freeing!! ;o)
The real world doesn't understand, but we sure all do. We are only 7 months out, so we still expect to be having issues, but then again, we don't, ya know? You just want your life back but that's not reality. The reality sucks! But...we have each other and that helps soooo much!
Hang in there and thanks for venting. I think it helps everyone else too, when one of us lets loose!! =)
Kathy

Kathy wife/caregiver to:
Kevin age:53
Dx 7/15/11
HPV16+ SCC Stage IV BOT/R
Non smoker, casual drinker
7/27/11 Cistplatin, taxotere,5FU 2/3week sessions, followed by IMRT 125cgy x 60 (2x daily) w/Erbitux weekly. Last rad 10/26/11. Last Erbitux 10/27/11
PEG placed 9/1/11 Removed 11/8/11
Clear PET 10/12 and 10/13 and ct in 6/14