You are not alone with the pain. My shoulder has some big issues since my surgeries a few years ago and still aches. Some days are worse than others and I will have facial muscle spasms which stop me in my tracks. Do the very best you can with what you have. Here in the US there are pain management clinics. I havent been to them but Ive heard good things about them having lots of options to help. You have OCF so you are never alone with your after effects!

Best wishes for many better days ahead!


Christine
SCC 6/15/07 L chk & by L molar both Stag I, age44
2x cispltn-35 IMRT end 9/27/07
-65 lbs in 2 mo, no caregvr
Clear PET 1/08
4/4/08 recur L chk Stag I
surg 4/16/08 clr marg
215 HBO dives
3/09 teeth out, trismus
7/2/09 recur, Stg IV
8/24/09 trach, ND, mandiblctmy
3wks medicly inducd coma
2 mo xtended hospital stay, ICU & burn unit
PICC line IV antibx 8 mo
10/4/10, 2/14/11 reconst surg
OC 3x in 3 years
very happy to be alive smile