You are not crazy. You should not be used to it. And the people we love are what makes life worth living. Have a rant and a vent then get back to loving (and being loved by) your family and six beautiful grandchildren.

Oral cancer sucks but there are some things it can't take from you.

CG to husband Stage IV SCC left tonsil 11/11. Mets to 7 nodes on left, 2 on right, no distant mets. PEG, 7 weeks radiation and weekly Cisplatin ended Feb 10, 2012. PET 04/12 areas consistent with inflammation, complete response in nodes. Recurrence 09/13 pulmonary lymphatics. Died 22 Oct following an allergic reaction to Erbitux.