Little update from us.. Ida is going for her surgery tomorrow morning... And i know i should b strong but lOoking at her today having pain after she had her PEG breaks my heart... We were up n down in hosp since yesterday doing tests etc for the twelve hour surgery tommorow morning... Im breaking down thinking how its going to change her.. But i want her to be better n cancer free.. I dont know guys.. This is so tough for me right now.. So tough n couldnt imagine if anything would go wrong during surgery.... I need ur support.. Im alone.. We doing this not in own country... N i hv no one here except her n shes now at the hosp n im just bck to my hotel room.. Need to clean up n rest.. But instead im breaking apart...... Help... Will life change.. Will she b happy again.. Oh god i need u now