All I have to say is this sucks. I also ditto what everyone else has sid. Christine would e the best person for you right now. I so however undersstand about being in an elite club. I went to HBO today and asked some questions that my Dr. could not answer, because most of her patients for HBO are in there 60's/ She said that she has only had a few people as young as me in the chamber. Anyway, you are tough, and will beat this thing again. You have beaten 5 tims already and you can beat it again. We are here for you. Vent away.