Carol, all I can say is Im floored!!!! We talked about this so many times on FB. I know how scared you were and that you 'knew' it was back. I am so sorry!!!!!
Once you get the initial shock out of your system we can better discuss what will happen. Its not easy but you are a fighter just like me and can do this. You gotta do it, we still have to meet up in the summertime, right???? You are young and will get thru it and move on.
If you look at some of my recent posts, its been to a few people who are going thru the same type of jaw surgery. Seems like there were only a few who had this done when I went thru it. Since that time, there must be at least 10 members who have been thru it.
I know you are a little lady so try your best to bulk up. Did you ever get that protein powder we talked about? If not please get some and start using it. You want to be strong going into this. I know you hate ensure but you really have to get a balanced diet with extra calories right now.
Dont worry sweetie!!!! Im here for you thru thick or thin

Love ya!!!!