Angelia,

Be calm my dear. It is normal to worry, but do not let worry turn to panic, which is what I'm reading in your post. Breath...in and then out and know that you haven't heard the words yet and no matter how well you "know" your body, even you can't tell it's cancer without a biopsy.

I know it's tough to hear, but really get it out of your head and enjoy the season with your loved ones. None of us are guaranteed tomorrow, so treasuring the time you have with those you love while you can is really what life's about. Let tomorrow and the next day or the next bring what it brings, but live and love and enjoy what you can. Life's too short to let worry and hysteria steal the joy out of the time you have right now.

Peace be with you friend.

Eric