Well my OCF friends, it looks like we are on the last leg of this journey. Jim has been in the palliative car center for the last 4 days and is now sleeping most of the day & no longer awakens to my voice. I am totally distraught and upset beyond my wildest imagination and/or expectations. I really thought I was prepared for this. I keep questioning everything I am doing and have done. His left lung is paralyzed from the tumor growing across the nerve and his right one is filled with pneumonia. So, just thought I'd let you know...please pray for his transition to be a peaceful one...I miss him so much.

Paula


Caregiver to Husband 50 yrs.young-non smoker/non-drinker; Stage IV - all treatments stopped August 2009
Lost the battle November 23, 2010