Oh I can relate to throwing him out the car! Especially when he couldn't talk at the beginning and I had to take him to Docs, OMG I was either driving to fast or driving too slow go thru the yellow light don't go thru the yellow light. I looked at him the last time and I did say to him, while sitting at the RED light because I DIDN'T go thru the YELLOW, "If you keep this up you WILL be walking the rest of the way home and it's gonna look pretty funny with your writing board and marker trying to get a ride in the middle of the street." He stopped. I was so mad I was gonna cry, but I didn't. And he still will get angry with me he may just be having a bad day, and also I'm sure he does hurt, that cancer is eating at his nerve endings that's what the docs told us and it's constant pain. I can't even imagine. Let him do what he feels good at doing right now to get thru the wait and also the after.