Deb,

this is a place to talk and share and help cope with the madness that is this journey. Waiting is hard...it seemed like it was always "hurry up...and wait" during treatment. I was glad when we were in a rush, my mind didn't have time to think about anything, it was the quiet time that was the worst.

My wife and I used the time waiting to cling to each other...hold on to each other as we really only had each other. I think that those were the most honest moments in my life.