The 2 of you I understand completely. I just wish I had a feeding tube and maybe I would do better. You both have had a rough go too and I would bet the 3 of us will be here for a long time yet one way or another. Charm, thanks for posting the words from the song. I really loved them and what they say. I'm sure Christine will be along side us as life continues, even if it can be miserable. Miserable but enjoyable at times . The bad makes the good more realistic and pleasurable. My kids give me the biggest down days. Move closer Dad so we can see you more. LOL Maybe a phone call every other day and a visit once every month. Maybe they are the sick ones and I'm supposed to worry about them. Glad I was raised to take care of my elders.