Please hang in there. I know it's hard. My mom had chemo and radiation after her last big surgery. The chemo wore her out but thankfully, she wasn't sick all the time from it. Radiation was much harder on her than the chemo. She came out of it for the better and I'm praying that your mom will too. There are a lot of ups and downs with this stuff - as much as you love your mom and want to make it all good for her, that is not in your hands. You've done a great job as a daughter so keep up the good work. Also, take good care of yourself - you may be having a daughter who'll be just as good as you are!

Nancy T