i just talked to my step dad..she cant do the study. it can cause hemorrhaging so since she bled like that theyre afraid it will happen to her.
so now shes going to do chemo today. shell go back to see them next thursday so they can see how her body is handling it. depending on how she does on the chemo, they could try her on another study. she may come home to finish all of the chemo b/c its once every three weeks.

now i have to pray that this CHEMO saves her. what a shot in the dark. i guess if it sustains her for a few months and shes doing okay, she can get on a different study.

i just give up. i cant believe it. chemo sucks i know its not going to help. sometimes i wish she had just passed away in a car crash or something. this is absolutely awful. just a long slow painful death, and right when i find out im pregnant. im trying so hard to save her and nothing is working