Eric,
i am so very sorry for the loss of your sister. my prayers are with u and ur family at this difficult time.

i lost my older brother to suicide on dec 13 several years ago. i have spent soo much time asking why??? and even more time mad as heck. when there was so many people that loved him so much. there isnt any answer out there. u can drive urself crazy trying to figure it out. the one thing i know is u will never figure it out and u will never truly know why.

there isnt anything i can say that will make u feel any better, trust me, i know. but please know that i feel your pain. it will never pass, but will get easier with time.

please accept my virtual hug XXX and know that i am praying for you and wishing u peace.

u are a huge inspiration to me on this site.

teresa