You know I have to say that my colleagues have helped me a lot this Christmas. They told me not to worry about my kids thie Christmas. Well this afternoon two of my colleagues were at mroe door with boxes of Christmas presents for my boys and groceries for us. Many of the students at my school took part in the Christmas shopping getting the gifts for my boys. I was so excited and thrilled. I knew the gifts were coming as they spoke with me prior about those, but had no idea the groceries were coming. I cried my eyes out in joy. I have a great supportive school and miss them so much. They are going to make my kids Christmas a delight this year. I still am not in the spirit, but my kids are so ready for Christmas.