Don't we all Jeanna
I wish Rob had never got the disease,i wish he hadn't died at 44 years old,but he did,i wish i could turn my back on this disease and stop losing friends and family on theses boards and the english one but i cant and i wont.Tears are good and cathartic and trying to stop them does more harm than good so don't stress just let them fall,then wipe your nose fix a smile on your dial and carry on,just like we all do