Tony, I think you are so anxious to heal, but seriously, you need to just slow down and take one day at a time, after all, you have just completed tx. less than 3 weeks ago! I dont know why you are assuming that you and your life should be back to normal, but its going to take time...you just completed something that not all people could do, the wear and tear on your body with the treatments, the voice thing...I think that is pretty normal too, when you go to the docs office you need to ask them questions cause i think you will find out, that you are doing great for the short amount of time you have been done with tx. hell, i would have been elated with your progress of over coming this ordeal. Sit back, and smell the roses for awhile, all,the norm will come back soon enough. Remember, your the cat with 9 lives, live each one more slowly and enjoy it, dont let it just pass you by!!! Happy Holidays