Dear Wendy,
My heart breaks for you. I am so sorry this got so out of control so fast. There really are no words at this point.
I'm glad you have family nearby. I'm so glad you have had an amazing marriage and will always carry him in your heart.
Our family is praying for you both daily. I read your post out loud and all 5 of us cried. I have 3 of the most loving children! I am so pleased that they weep when they hear these life circumstances. We are all in this together. I know we aren't there and we don't know each other, but this site brings us together to love and support each other. We are here along side you!
Thnak you for taking the time to update us. You have touched many lives and we really do want to know how things are going.
I pray for peace over the situation and that Jim would not be in pain.
Blessings,
Kathy

Kathy wife/caregiver to:
Kevin age:53
Dx 7/15/11
HPV16+ SCC Stage IV BOT/R
Non smoker, casual drinker
7/27/11 Cistplatin, taxotere,5FU 2/3week sessions, followed by IMRT 125cgy x 60 (2x daily) w/Erbitux weekly. Last rad 10/26/11. Last Erbitux 10/27/11
PEG placed 9/1/11 Removed 11/8/11
Clear PET 10/12 and 10/13 and ct in 6/14