Donna
Hit rock bottom? I do it every day. Seriously, I wrestle with the question of "why bother" at least once each and every day. The answers are usually different and sometimes no answer at all.
I'm on my Bob Dylan new album kick and one song sums up our mutual dilemma and search for answers and purpose:
[quote]"There's reasons for that and reasons for this, I can't think of any just now, but I know they exist" [/quote]
Best wishes on the CT results -
Of course life was simpler back in Kindergarten when the good sisters taught that the purpose for all of us was the same:
Q. Why did God make me?
A. God made me to know, love and serve Him in this world and be happy forever with Him in the next.
Peace and Love
Charm