Not eating finally got to me and yesterday i zapped a marie calender chicken alfredo frozen dinner. It smelled great. I chewed it up real good and got the first bite down. It taste like crap. I went ahead and probably ate about a third of a cup. Each bite tasting a little worse than the previous. I got a small container of grapefruit sections and ate 2 or 3 before calling it quits.

Today, I don't really have a desire to try again. Not because i can't eat, but because it just didn't taste good. And, I'm not picky!!!!!

I have not given up. I just have to mentally work my way through this.

57 @ Dx, Stg IV BOT (1.5cm), lymph nodes (lrgst 2.5cm), non-smoker, casual drinker and exercise nut, Cisplatin x 2, Erbetux w/IMRT x 35/70Gy, PEG, Treated in San Antonio @ CTRC 12/16/08-1/27/09.
3/5/09-CT
6/12/09-PET, PEG out
12/1/09-CT
12/6/10-PET
12-8/11-CT
1-4/13-CT
(all clean)