Thanks Christine...

It's so crazy. I'm sitting here wondering why I decided to check the box to have the screen. I had to pay out of pocket for it, and now I feel it was definitely divine intervention no matter what the test shows!

The lesion in my mouth is not painful at all. But, it's definitely there. It's a little bigger than a BB shot and white. I haven't been able to stop looking at it.

I really miss my husband, but I am thankful he's not here. I tend to go through things better alone. After my youngest, I had a miscarriage and didn't call him until after I went to have my u/s. I didn't want him there. I don't like to see the worry in his eyes, so it makes it a bit better to have this happen now.

Well, I will just continue to wait. Fortunately the kids are a distraction, and I'm also a full time student. I should be studying for my midterm that I have to take tomorrow by midnight (I'm a distance learner online), but instead, here I sit!

I will get through this!

CC