Jim,
I will sending you positive energy and thinking about you. As you know, I just started here and you have already been a huge help to me. I wish you much luck. From what I'm reading here you are quite the fighter!!! Keep it...the mind is so powerful.
Go in their blazing....and try not to moon anyone in your hospital gown. I have, and it was hilarious!!!! Why can't they make them a little nicer? lol
I will talk to you all day here...whenever you need to talk or vent:)