Billy,

Not putting words in your mouth but I was just trying to figure out why you were so angry and I was angry at first because of the "why me" type issue until I saw the children. As to lighten up on yourself, I was just trying to say that maybe you are internally putting pressure on yourself so the "lighten up" comment seemed appropriate. I hope you resolve your anger issues as it's not good for you or anyone around you.


David

Age 58 at Dx, HPV16+ SCC, Stage IV BOT+2 nodes, non smoker, casual drinker, exercise nut, Cisplatin x 3 & concurrent IMRT x 35,(70 Gy), no surgery, no Peg, Tx at Moffitt over Aug 06. Jun 07, back to riding my bike 100 miles a wk. Now doing 12 Spin classes and 60 outdoor miles per wk. Nov 13 completed Hilly Century ride for Cancer, 104 miles, 1st Place in my age group. Apr 2014 & 15, Spun for 9 straight hrs to raise $$ for YMCA's Livestrong Program. Certified Spin Instructor Jun 2014.