Hi Billy

as you well know i am no stranger to the anger side of this disease,and i am sure you were one of the many people who posted at the time i was trying to cope with it from the "other " side.In my opinion you wouldn't be human if you weren't angry.Why shouldn't you be? Twelve months post tx you now have the strength and the time for all that pent up emotion to manifest itself .
You are doing two things right.
1)Admitting you have a problem
2)Dealing with it.
you cant really do any more than that.

As for your marriage being on the rocks,don't write it off just yet.Remember when i left Robin? Remember when Barb left Jim?
sometimes you have to move away from a problem to be able to see it for what it really is.Then you can go back to it with a different mind set,and hopefully cope better.

Maybe an anger management counsellor would be more helpful?

Your angry and you have a right to be,i certainly know i would be, its probably the anger that helped you kick this disease in the butt,but dont let it ruin the next 45 years of your life.

love liz