Steve,

Inferior is good word to decribe what I'm feeling. I used to be so full of confidence, some might even say arrogant. Now I constantly think about things that were automatic to me before. I study, 2nd guess and almost work myself in to a panic attack about decisions I need to make. I'm no longer comfortable speaking in front of groups of people and try to avoid it any way that I can. I reread things many times to make sure I understand it, when before I was very quick to get going. All of this add time and stress to my tasks. Not sure what I can do about it though. Someone told me that these symptoms are similar to PTSD...

I wonder how many more folks here are having a similar experiences.

Tim


Tim Stoj
60 yr old. Dx Jun 06 with BOT Stage IV. Neck dissesction on 19 Jun 06. Started Tx on 21 Aug 06/completed 33 IMRTs and 3 CT (2 Cisplat & 1 Carboplat) on 5 Oct 06.