I know I can do this...I Just wish the date was different, and you are right ,,easier to be the patient ..Then the parent of a sick child... Somedays it still seems like system overload.
Of course why wouldn't it with 5 kids..LOL Most days I am good though. The Ex GF things bothers me , but I know I have options there, ANd I also know I am the bigger person and have been for the past 16 1/2 years . And I almost feel bad for her.
The not knowing is the hard thing ..that and the irony of the date .

Shar