Nelie, good for you for working so hard at this. I wonder if some of the challenge may end up being mind over matter. John said to me tonite[after his 3rd bowl of ham and bean soup] "you know, even tho I fantasize about a porterhouse steak, I may not like the taste or the fat anymore." Lightly steamed veggies with your favorite dressing might make a great salad. Have you tried bean soup? [the 17 bean variety] you can puree it if need be. I know you feel its going slow, but you seem to be making progress to me. Amy


CGtoJohn:SCC Flr of Mouth.Dx 3\05. Surg.4\05.T3NOMO.IMRTx30. Recur Dx 1\06.Surg 2\06. Chemo: 4 Cycles of Carbo\Taxol:on Erbitux for 7 mo. Lost our battle 2-23-07- But not the will to fight this disease

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