Freud would love to spend a few hours with you, Lisa! :p

I have had some wierd but not so funny dreams with people that have passed away coming to me in my dreams. In one case, I asked someone for a picture of a person that passed away that I have never met and it was him. I knew it was when I woke up and emailed them. It made the hair stand up on the back of my neck.

It sounds like you have a classic case of penis cancer envy! Good thing it wasn't testicular cancer. That would be double trouble!

Ed


SCC Stage IV, BOT, T2N2bM0
Cisplatin/5FU x 3, 40 days radiation
Diagnosis 07/21/03 tx completed 10/08/03
Post Radiation Lower Motor Neuron Syndrome 3/08.
Cervical Spinal Stenosis 01/11
Cervical Myelitis 09/12
Thoracic Paraplegia 10/12
Dysautonomia 11/12
Hospice care 09/12-01/13.
COPD 01/14
Intermittent CHF 6/15
Feeding tube NPO 03/16
VFI 12/2016
ORN 12/2017
Cardiac Event 06/2018
Bilateral VFI 01/2021
Thoracotomy Bilobectomy 01/2022
Bilateral VFI 05/2022
Total Laryngectomy 01/2023