You want to talk about anger and depression..........Frank is in Boston and I`m in Maine.....the radiation mask has brought back his PTSD, he`s scared to death, if you`ve ever seen someone with a flashback you know what I`m talking about.........all I`ve done is cry all day and figure out where I can board our elderly dog......if I leave her it will kill her...........so what the hell do I do..........5 years of this shit starts to wear on your soul