Hi everyone
OK maybe today is not a good day for me, I have run out of pretend confidence.. I don't want to be the brave face anymore..I want to be able to freely admit that I am scared of the surgery to come and scared of the effect it will have ont the rest of my life.. I know that this is the wrong attitude but I don't care it is how I FEEL, my family all pretend everything is fine and my husband is convinced I will be up and about in side two weeks.. S*** I don't want to be doing this at all, and I freely admit I'm now a fully fledged whimp... So great for everyone who can handle this better than me, lets hope that in a few months time I can look back on this post with a better frame of mind..
OK I've vented...
Sunshine... love and hugs (I need some right now)
Helen