Your messages have calmed me . . . my husband complains that I am on this darn computer too much but I explained that those who have been there are the ones who really know what I am feeling. Just being able to be here with you all has given me comfort. Last night was an awful night for my Dad, he was physically struggling, trying to talk and trying to get up and was so agitated. They had to sedate him to keep him safe. It was best that we did not see him today. Does ICU do this to you? Plus not being able to communicate must be frustrating beyone belief. Okay, so I had a really GREAT CRY this a.m. and now feel ready for tomorrow. I am praying that he does not remember a thing about the last few days.

Laura